Toxic Poison people..when you know who they are.why do you still try to get there approval,I know they are BAD?

I still feel some weird need or pit in my stomach of Doom over this guy. He brought me here from Arizona from Illinois..and completely Duped me. I knew him as a Kid I'm 39 now an Cannot barely beleive, the Stephan King nightmare I endured with him. I was not name called or hit.. I was utterly ignored an we slept in the sam ebed for 23 days an it was No an I tried. Weird.....he's also been in Prison 4 times an has 22 battery charges,, Yeah. Just found that out! I felt like I was his Golden Ticket, an he just ripped me up!! Bizarre...he's 41 an his Mom an him are too close..